That’s it. Fucking sick of this shit. No more for the rest of 2011.. then it would have been a habit.because it would have been over 21 days so that means, no more binge days for me, I will only eat when my stomach is growling and not when my head wants something. Get used to it.

Still not good enough. Let’s see how much I can lose before school starts and then how much before I do my weeks worth of work experience in the army the next week.. Lord help me then as I still can’t do push ups, I should try using these weights some more or else I will probably die sometime during that week.

127 lbs 127 lbs 127 lbs 127 lbs 127 lbs I am so mad at myself right now. I won’t be able to fit into these skirts for school.. I got small sizes to purposefully push myself, shit, tomorrow Rebecca, after results you ain’t quitting the exercise ‘till the sweat drips off of you and makes a puddle, okay? Yours- stomach, thighs and biceps.

no she isn’t stick-thin or skinny or thin, she’s slim and curvy, that’s what I think teens/any female should aspire to if wanting to lose weight

I shall be sleeping soon but before that I shall consume todays food which will be 4 fig rolls and one apple trimline snack bar.

Exam results tomorrow, I don’t feel like eating too much because of that.